This Tough Exterior

A feeling of intense fear
fills the pockets of my mind
forcing hair to stand on end.
Eyes bulge in cold sockets
as another horror movie draws
near to the gruesome ending.
This smile you see is just me
pretending...
cos like I've already stated
I'm shitting myself.
But It's not that fitting to cry
in company, so I'll lie...
In all honesty my whole life's
a creepy movie and this tough
exterior's how I'll always get-by.